Hiyeee.....!! Now my mind is in a blank..duno wat to say...(nvm..later sure alot to say one..) haha! thats me!! u noe wat....tml i am going to genting le..haiz.. i reali dun wan to do..reali dun wan! u noe.. i gonna miss service this sat! i dun wan to miss service!How i wish genting is just beside nexus*hehehe* !!! oppz...how can i forget? [Happy New Year!!!!!] hehe.. u noe.. when i go back to my ah gong hse..they say that cannot sweep floor..wash clothes etc... hai ya.. all crapz larz.. haha! *no offence* by avoiding all these can reali bring the so-called good luck meh? if it is for real...how come my family still haben rich? haha! anyway if the so-called god love u all...even u sweep 100 times of floor.. u will still be bless ya? no need for all e rules.. :) anyway..these few days i had been reading the book of [[JOB]] in the bible.. He is a blameless guy.. he is one person in the bible whom i wana follow.. tell ya something... *ptss..dun fall asleep k?* hehe... rmber last year i lost my hp.. very ex de phone.. some more is my dad's first salary buy for me de.. (can imagine how sad am i?) haha.. i responded to e problem not in a godly way.. i cry & cry.. for many days..couldnt let go..blame God..etc.. until joyce told me e story abt JOB.. that very day..i stop crying & learn how to let go & of coz i am able to give thanks to God.. hehe.. as i read on the book of JOB.. he started to blame God..watever he say is very crap lor.. i read le also angry..haha! but in the end he realise that he shouldnt blame God & he trusted God :) u noe... when he is still blaming God..He said something like wherever he go..God is not there..i close my eyes..i tell God that i dun agree.. [Ting: " Father i noe that wherever i go.. u are there.. no matter where..may it be north south east west.. i noe u are there.. :) even if i choose not to move..u are also there.. thanks for being there for me.."] after i tell all these to HIM.. i feel very secured.. reali.. i noe wherever i go.. i am safe.. i realise something... when ppl decide to leave God, not long later.. they will seems very troubled.. den in their msn nick or friendster (watever larz!!!) will have something like this *sad..lonely..confuss..no one understand me...blah blah..* (its a common thing) is it a trade-mark for backsliders? haiz.. life w/o God is lidat de lorz... so pls dun leave God k? coz u are e one who need God..not God need u ya? i feel so sad to see the backsliders' nicks or profiles.. sometimes i feel very..(ah duno how to say) one word *stupid* thats all... to me.... u are nth but a stupid fool...!!!! NOTHING... haiz... i love them but i dun wan them to be stupid..got a good life dun choose.... (i will do my best to help u) *no offense* ppl... if u have tasted e love of God, u would understand y i say that ya? sad... so sad to see ppl living life like this..hey, this is not a life that it is meant to be! i cant imagine how sad God can be.. billions times more den me..confirm! their life no joy no nth... i understand something.. only Jesus can give u real Joy.. only Him alone... after reading my tag i am confussed.... by the so called *diam* haha!! duno he scolding me or wat... haha.. reminds me of something... b4 i noe God de life... thank God i am changed.. *think think* God indeed is a God of miracles..(did God create a miracle in u too?) anyway to me,ppl who think scolding ppl can statisfy themselves are childish :) mature ppl dun act this way ya? no point scolding me..coz it will make me dispise u more due to ur childishness :)will not entertain u(dun make me laugh at u ya?not nice worx)... hehe.. hmmmm....i will love u .. but God love u more ya?

---BLESSINGS---
`almost late for skool! when i reach there it was already the command liao.. phew... *i dun wan detension!!* (typical high skool student) *jency..did i spell wrongly again???* haha~
`I begin to understand God more liao :) ~
`the cg reunion lunch is great! thankiew GOD *love being in the family of God..!!!!!~

---Leaving God is e most dumb dumb way...coz leaving God = satan's success.... :( y serve someone who dun love u & wants u to die? ya? understand God's character more..thru e bible... :) oh ya.. west dudes & babes.. rmber to do e devotion k? thanks Shuz!! dun miss me when i am not with u all!! *muackz...!!!* ---